welp?

^its my quote of the week.

I'm not sure where I got it from but its something thats said when things get awkward or theres nothing else to say. And I guess there isn't anything to say coming from me right now. I'm not sure what to do. But hey I don't know right now. I'm so moody and it sucks.

But I've been listening to Lupe Fiasco's "Fighters" on Lupe Fiasco's The Cool.

And its about The Streets. A character in the story and shes getting consumed in The Game. And The Cool's life is spiraling down on him. I guess thats whats happening to me right now. I'm getting so consumed with everything and in some prospectives life is spiraling down on me. My good friend and I had a talk last night and he's still trying to have it settle but everything is happening so fast. It was like yesterday we just got of high school and we're still acting a fool. I guess its time to grow up forreal. Its funny how things fell into place this summer. And I keep thinking like fuck this is way too good to be true. I'm still trying to soak it in. Welp? I guess in some ways I think negative. I expect the worst and hope for the best.


Thank you and you're welcome.

R.I.P. summer

welp.

this summer went by pretty fast. I accomplished many things and experienced a lot. I'm sorry to upset you but a mixtape didn't happen this summer. Buuuuut on the other hand. In my previous blog I speak real negative about myself. And I quote "What am I doing with my life? Why don't I have a girlfriend?" etc. etc. Well, I found the answers and/or solutions to all my questions that I had in the beginning of the summer. Well I discovered that I want to grow up to be an art director, someday. But until then I'm gonna start to work on getting my license to be a Pharmacy Tech. As for my other question. I found a lovely girl. Welp, i didn't find her. We found each other (as corny as it sounds). Her and I have a history. And now history is history and her and I are looking at the future. She's my girlfriend now and I couldn't be anymore happier. It's like her and I getting together was a fairy tale ending. I win, she wins. HOLLA. 811. Hahahaha
sorry I had to throw that out there. But anyway I <3 her. The summer is almost over and my questions have been answered. I'm living a pretty good life. Buuuut I'd like to say sorry to the people that feel like I've been M.I.A. I'm sorry. But I hope you guys understand. I can't do anything but say sorry. So from the bottom to the top of my heart I'm SORRY.


Thank you and you're welcome.