welp?

^its my quote of the week.

I'm not sure where I got it from but its something thats said when things get awkward or theres nothing else to say. And I guess there isn't anything to say coming from me right now. I'm not sure what to do. But hey I don't know right now. I'm so moody and it sucks.

But I've been listening to Lupe Fiasco's "Fighters" on Lupe Fiasco's The Cool.

And its about The Streets. A character in the story and shes getting consumed in The Game. And The Cool's life is spiraling down on him. I guess thats whats happening to me right now. I'm getting so consumed with everything and in some prospectives life is spiraling down on me. My good friend and I had a talk last night and he's still trying to have it settle but everything is happening so fast. It was like yesterday we just got of high school and we're still acting a fool. I guess its time to grow up forreal. Its funny how things fell into place this summer. And I keep thinking like fuck this is way too good to be true. I'm still trying to soak it in. Welp? I guess in some ways I think negative. I expect the worst and hope for the best.


Thank you and you're welcome.